A Change Of Heart

A New Year always brings new hopes, new dreams, a new dawn, and the possibility of a new start...
I wasn't expecting to write another blog so soon, but something magical has happened in my life, which I want to share, and which has totally turned my life upside down!

As I previously wrote I thought I'd remain an eligible batchelor for life, and be a single guy forever. This was borne out of the knowledge of an unhappy past, ranging from a troubled, abusive long-term relationship, to my most recent girlfriend who tragically passed away with terminal cancer. But rather than be a cynic, I wanted to keep faith with the belief that true love would find me again one day...it's just that I was being realistic in thinking that it would never actually happen to me.

I may be an old, hopeless romantic...but even this optimist has to have a reality check sometimes!

So imagine my suprise when completely out-of-the blue, an angel enters my life who completely changes my perspective on love and on life; a beautiful girl who loves me for who I am and actually wants to be by my side forever and ever!
These feelings and sentiments are totally reciprocated, and I know that she is 'The One' for me♥
She is on my mind constantly, she has consumed my thoughts, and my whole life has changed.
My heart beats only for her, and right now it is aching as it is being torn apart by a sudden change of events.
Because the trouble is that she's just read my previous blog and is now having doubts as to whether I am being sincere with my change of heart, and whether I can honestly commit to a loving relationship.
The truth is that I know that I can, and I aim to prove it to her!
All I can say is that my love for her is real, and that my love for her is true...so Kylie, if you're reading this please know that I am serious when I say that I love you, and I'm happy for the whole world to know how happy you make me feel ~ please be mine forever & let me show you just how much you mean to me♥

If we both want it bad enough, then I know we can make it work.
If it's meant to be then it will happen, as love does indeed move in mysterious ways.

Let's hope that 2013 proves to be the year when both my new love and myself find true happinesss...I will be keeping my fingers crossed, and I really hope that all of our dreams come true?♥


Steve M.